My feelings are overwhelming.

Ah, gabriel.

I'm lying in my bed and missing something that doesn't exist yet;

us lying in bed on a hot summer night,

(we've cranked down the AC and turned on a fan and are waiting for it to cool down in our room).

nothing too important to do tomorrow,

nothing too early tomorrow,

Laying beside each other in the dark,

sharing our random thoughts.

I say, Gabriel I just think everything about you is wonderful.

You say, heh, thanks. But you can't really think everything is wonderful. Everyone has their flaws.

I say, no really. There are of course things I don't like during certain moments, but every trait has a positive aspect that far outweighs the negative. Take for example when I'm sad that you are doing homework instead of getting online to talk to me. Well, I might feel hurt and lonely for a short time; but I would never change that about you. Because your strong work ethic is a major part of why I was attracted to you to begin with. And that dedication and willingness to put your whole heart into the things you do in life, well that applies to our relationship too and I can't thank you enough for all the times you've felt frustrated by me but you kept trying anyways.

And Gabriel I know you're stubborn and once you see something one way you're very unlikely to change your mind. You refuse to wear cool clothes or cut your hair or humor people. But Gabriel a stubborn heart is very necessary to date me, and I love it about you. I love the way you tie your shoes and the way you wash dishes. I love your hair [at this point I kiss your hair] and I love that you don't need validation from other people. Your example in that has made me braver and more at peace with who I am.

Gabriel I love when you talk to yourself and when you talk to bones;  the way you have a rationale for everything, and I love that you are shy and introverted sometimes. And I love the way we fit together.

Gabriel I know you're super sensitive sometimes and that I'm super sensitive sometimes and that we have to be careful with each other. But I know when you're sad when I'm depressed, it's because you care. I am doing my best to be happy.

There is a flash of purple lightning outside and a summer storm breaks. We listen to the tap of the rain on the roof above us and the growl of thunder.

I say, Gabriel if this storm were the end of the world, I would die happy because I am with you.

There is another flash of lightning and the rain comes down harder.

I say, Gabriel can I sing you a lullaby?